Today is the oldest you have ever been, And the youngest you will ever be again. So live, love, and laugh to the fullest extent, because in the end, nothing else matters.
In love with my best friend. <3
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“When I look up at the night sky, and I know that, yes, we are part of this Universe, we are in this Universe, but perhaps more important than both of those facts is that the Universe is in us. When I reflect on that fact, I look up—many people feel small, because they’re small and the Universe is big, but I feel big, because my atoms came from those stars.” - Neil DeGrasse Tyson
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How do we really know if a decision is right or not? I mean, we try to weigh the consequences, list the pros and cons, visualize the good and bad, but at the end of the day we can never really be sure. Everything is so uncertain. The only certainty is change. Change is inevitable, it WILL happen.
I asked myself something recently, how can an immovable object and an unstoppable force coexist? They can’t. Right now, love is the unstoppable force, and my pride/individuality is the immovable object. One has to stop existing. Many will advise me in a heart beat that I should give up the pride, after all who can live without love? Love is the air that keeps us breathing, without it we can’t live. If we didn’t have it in our lives we would be breathless and we will perish.
… But pride. My mother once told me, all a human being has is their word and their name. Why is it that we need to let go of our identity in order to be in a relationship. Individualism vanishes. Is it worth it? My identity, my individual persona is a free spirit… do I really want to be tamed? Can the red thread really never be broken?
Torn Between Two Lovers
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How did I get to this point in my life?
Love really does cut like a knife,
Torn between two lovers; both dear to my heart.
Now I must choose, one gets my heart and other departs.
Why is this so hard to do?
How do choose, between the two?
Do I give a chance to my new love?
Do I give another chance to my first love?
My first love there’s, security and familiarity,
My new love is a good woman, devoted, fun and exciting.
My first love,
Our love was strong and true,
There was nothing we wouldn’t do,
As time passed, resentment grew between us,
Putting fault, blame and mistrust between us.
You left me because you needed the space
And time to think, to decide if this is just a waste.
You gave me no choice, I wanted to try,
I still wanted to keep you and our love alive.
You said, “I just need time to think and get away,
If you want a chance to get me back some way;
Then you have to relax and give up the chase,
Just leave me alone and let me have a little space.”
So, I gave you, your wish, I left you alone,
Every now and then I tried to phone,
But always the same, “Just leave me alone”
My new love,
You stayed by my side through all of my pain,
You said, “It’s alright you’ll love again.”
I tried not to hurt but you wanted the truth,
So, I told you I still love her, and that our love was true.
You said, “It’s okay, let’s just enjoy it while we can.
Right now, I’m with you and I don’t want any other man.”
I couldn’t believe that you still wanted me,
I told myself you can’t do this to her, make her leave.
But the truth was I needed you there with me,
And as time went on I started to see,
Just how dear you’d become to me.
I told you I loved you quite by mistake,
But I knew I fell for you and it was too late,
I couldn’t deny what I felt inside.
Until one day she finally called, she said, “I want to give us one more try.”
My heart was confused and I felt so overwhelmed, I wanted to cry.
Why is this so hard, now I don’t know what to do?
How do choose, between the two?
And then there was crumb…
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Maybe… if we look hard enough, we can figure out who really loves us. Clue: it’s the one’s who go out of their way to save us.
Jaja and just thought this was a funny way to show it.
This is my bestest fran in the whole wide world & her daughter (vicariously my daughter) Ayva Lynn. <3
Welcome to the world; I’ll do my best to protect you from getting damaged.
Innocence is bliss.
You’re beautiful if you’re fat,
You’re beautiful if you’re skinny,
You’re beautiful if you’re soft,
You’re beautiful if you’re toned.
We’re all beautiful.
<3
Don’t count the miles…
Count the I love yous.
<3
If you haven’t gone to Chili’s lately… do so NOW
and get the Cookies N’ Cream Molten Lava Cake!
My First Tattoo (:
Phoenix: rebirth, renewal, reinvent, reincarnate; rising from the ashes.
Imma tat this quote down my ribs:
The phoenix hope, can wing her way through the desert skies, and still defying fortune’s spite; revive from ashes and rise.
